Having been blogging for half a year, I have no idea how my blog turned into some sort of "Shell Shuan Shim" column!!?

 

At first, the reason i became a blogger is that I intend to use it as a place to express my thoughts, reflect my attitude and my emotion towards things in life, events or current topics --whatsoever that makes more sense than just a restaurant guide-- though it's quite uncomfortable for me to show my emotion in a public place like this. My space is also supposed to be a resourceful place that keeps my thinking history, a place that when I come back and go over each entry i'll get the idea of myself and what i was thinking back then comparing to the moment i will be reading.

 

However, 6 months have passed and still counting, all i can see is myself struggling with high-school english--same old grammartical errors-- and swimming in the same old thought pond. The only development i can detect is the extra pounds i gained in the photo -_-'

 

THIS IS NOT THE WAY IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE!!!!  

 

i'm so disappointed with myself right now. maybe it's time to change my blogging style, i guess. 

 

not sure whether i could do that, but i'll try.